btw i think im ready now

for what ever task comes along

even falling slowly for some one

i want some one there when i need them

ahhhhhh single sucks sometimes lollll

but soon i shall get mines =]

my odd guy would reveal himself

loll alright

i shouldnt worry ? right everything would work out like it always do ….

even if it takes it time … time is always right

never forgot that time when i fell in that glass i didnt see ahead

and that time when i felt super happy

memories kill

memories smile and cry and do every emotion you do

learn to deal …. thats the best

good day so far …. chilled at home … and wtch tlc all day [ well most of the day ]

now my guys invited me to hang out ^.^

i love having my friends farreals yo

i hope tonight is a good night … weed , laughs , and friends

good shit homies =P

like always i dont remember much of the recent events …. i do remember my speed event lollll …. on a monday in chinatown around 8 pm, a close friend gave me some prescribed speed…. well today its tuesday 11:3Opm and no sleep yet hahha … good shit i should have tooken it during the day so i could have been all amped up …. welll

we get on the D train to go back to my house …. i alrdy felt it

hyper like a mother fucker doing chartwheels in chinatown ???

some hyper shit lolll

me and my two other friends who took it also

we were chatty and hyper tlkn about sex stories and drugs

[good conversation i must say]

birthday girl went to buy some wine coolers… we’re wlkn to my house

and wondering why there’s so many cops around … once we turn the corner BLACKOUT on my block lolll [odd shit] …. so we find out only half the lights went off around a 5 block radius …. even more odd like wtf seriously … go upstairs round up money cop some weed ya knw … listening to techno dancing and alll that … the little woman that came bearing gifts gave me half another pill whoa babyyy wasnt i a hyper little one hahah … when we smoked it just boosted up my energy more …..

i started thinking about how great everything in life would be if i would always feel like this [ inside the mind of a junkie] seriously …. lolll im tlkn about all the good things and how it would be so great to do everything yourself … great shit [thumbs up to the gift lady]

hours went by everyone left slowly … overall it was a good night … but yet my night wasnt ending …. i stood up all fckn night … wondering when the rest of the lights is going to come back haha … i needed something to do badly …. 6a.m rolls around … and im outside riding around i go smoke some more … chill chat and everything …

honestly i dnt think im ever going to sleep … cus im alert and everything [btw random … i swear i just saw someone behind me o.O whatever]  well im still up io thought the day would never end …. but yet it has ended … im still awake a looking for a new memory lets see what the moon goddess has instore for me tonight ;]